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d@'s Life on e@rthLife of a girl, made by the greatest Creator. How the Lord fills this small life with miracles.. loves.. challenges.. blessings. How to live in His way which He had for her, is the biggest challenge. Tough, but enjoyable. |
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December 24 Another year of Christmas~~wow...really been some time that i have not update my blog...hehe..paiseh har... along the year...things happen and those little little things has make me to grow (physically and mentally..hahaha...) I am very thankful, especially to Him, our Greatest Father in Heaven, He has blessed me a lot a lot..uncountable and unforgettable.... Thank you! And I also want to thanks my family and friends who are always in my heart and they had me inside their hearts.. Thank you very very much for your prayers and I thank God that everyone that I know and around me is still around me and Pray that the Lord will continue to bless them with great health and safe from danger!AMEN~ June 26 .Dont know since when...one week? two weeks? three weeks? or more?? i didnt see him smile anymore..eventhough there is, i know he did it for me...he is actually not happy...he is filled with troubles in his heart...i cant help him...how useless am i being a gf of his... He is tired..he is stress...he is upset... I tried to ask..."Are you ok? why are u so sad?" Answer is..."Nothing..is okie..then an unhappy smile from him to comfort me or he trying to assure me that he is fine.." He is trying to protect me...he dont want me to be upset... But looking at his tired face...my heart felt more painful when he try to comfort me back... I dont know what can I do to help him... All i did is just making funny faces to cheer him up, but recently, I guess it doesnt work that effective as it does anymore... Trying not to bother him while he is working... but... God, please tell me what to do? Lord, I bring him onto your graceful hand... Comfort him with Your selfless Love... Take away his unhappiness, stress, tiredness... Grant him with happiness... Let the joy fills his heart... Protect him from all the people who tries to hurt him... Grant him wisdom in the working environment... Let him shine as he is Your son... Pray that people around him will see that he is different Because, he is Your son who covered with Your Love... Amen. I know very soon you will be reading this...I am not putting any blame on you... All I want is you to be happy as you were in the past... There is difficulties along the path that you are on now... Be strong and I know you can do it... And I will be at your side...accompanying and supporting you... May 25 ...is middle of the night now..1.48am.... couldnt get myself into sleep for unknown reason.... the milk tea i drank during lunch?? the house problem?? or other things that are bothering me?? dont know... looking at him sleeping so soundly like a baby... i dont feel like disturbing him... he must be very very restless from the current engagement... but i, as a girlfriend...couldnt do anything to chear him up... feeling very guilty... any suggesstion for me on making him smile happily... a smile from his heart....i miss the smile so much... when i see him so tired... my heart pain... when i ask him how's work... he say okie.. my heart get even more painful... i know he doesnt want me to worry... as a girlfriend.. i wish i could at least share his stress and tiredness... but i failed... i felt that i have even burderned him... he has to spare time to accompany me... how i wish i could say... "today, you no need to come and accompany me" but...i couldnt make myself say it out... how terrible am i... sorry, my dear. (2.05am) February 06 Two monthszz2 months just passed...
time flies, especially when you are working..
time is just not enough..
even we work together in the same office..
but we dont see each other as often as what people thinks...
although we see each other every early morning and late evening after work..
but still i cant resist to think of him...
i thank the Lord for bring him into my life...
filling me up with lotx of LOVE and Happiness...
I pray that our relationship will continue to grow stronger and stronger..
I pray that he will continue to stay strong and healthy..
Let the evils away from him...
never ever have the chance to come near him...
~Love you, my darling~
  January 13 miss himme - in client's place now - kl
he - in client's place too - rawang
so far away....
miss him so so much
eventhough i just saw him this morning
and knowing i gonna see him in a few hours time..
but i still miss him...
wish he is here now..
call him? nah...he must be busy working as well..better now..
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These are the life of my friends, brothers and sisters....
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